Curiosity in Every Gaze — Laurie Meseroll
Ben Ashby
Occasionally, you meet people who see the world through fresh eyes. People who carry curiosity in every gaze. People who are never satisfied with one simple answer. (These aren't the nosey neighbors who stare your direction from across the street in efforts to evaluate the kind of person you are based on your landscaping.)
Artists like Laurie Meseroll look at the world with a whimsical curiosity. She sports her curiosity like a clothing accessory. Laurie is a nomad by nature, but is based along the banks of the Red Cedar River, where foxes and deer stroll through her yard leisurely. She stressed the importance of taking your own path, and shared her story with us.
Tell us about yourself, what were you like growing up?
“I was just a boring little white girl from the Midwest — I’ve lived on a body of water of some sort almost my entire life and spent endless hours of my childhood hiking and exploring, drawing and dreaming. My parents must’ve recognized something in me because I always had a studio or room to create."
When did you start creating? What was the first thing you created?
“Painting was my first language. I honestly don’t remember ever NOT creating —when I was 3 years old one of my paintings was displayed at The Columbus Museum of Art. It was an angel that looks strikingly like my current paintings. Painting provided a means to develop my strong sense of self. My mother still says I never stopped asking questions —‘why?’ was my first word. I’ve always been interested in how and what people think—and why. She taught me not only how to draw and paint people but also to construct images so I could tell stories about what my people were doing. These were clearly the beginning of my love affair with narrative painting and most importantly I learned how to communicate the meaningful people, places and events in my life."
“I’ve been passionate about my work since I was very young. I never really considered studying anything other than the arts and psychology. My parents were quite keen on my paintings she drawings but held off on the Play Doh so of course my major area of interest was architectural Ceramics. I started in Architecture at Kansas State and finished a BFA from Manhattanville College in Purchase, NY with a major in Studio Art (ceramics emphasis) and minors in Art History and Psychology. My masters is in Architecture from Cranbrook Academy of Arts in Bloomfield Hills, Michigan. Ceramics is very process-driven so I naturally work on my paintings very much like a would build and fire a series of tiles. I’m very methodical and organized even though it may not be outwardly apparent."
When, where, and how did you learn how to do what you create?
“My mother taught me to draw and set me free with paints. I don’t think I’ve ever actually taken a painting class so I always preface my advice by noting I’m probably not doing anything the right way but it works and it’s fun and I like it.”
What role does creating play in your personal life now?
"My personal life? Everything is about creating, isn’t it?The emotional, physical and spiritual energy of Painting is quieting, calming and meditative. The development of painting skills is complementary to my understanding of the world in general. It’s my primary mode of communication with others outside of my home so I do try to understand what it is I’m saying. I am painting identities, events, intimate relationships from a perspective that may have been traditionally marginalized. While my images may seem at times to be merely entertaining there is generally a great deal of consideration concerning subjects like particular morals and customs, for example. I’m interested in the way people create meaning in their lives."
What are some of the steps in your creative process?
I work on multiple paintings at once so when I start a new batch I absolutely MUST have the studio space clean and orderly... then it’s a whirlwind of activity and everything goes to hell. Eventually I emerge from the mess with several pieces that are ready to leave the studio and go through my finishing process.
What is your favorite item in your studio?
“Hands down, my general’s carbon sketch pencils are my favorite tools. Two pairs of scissors given to me by my daughter and one from a best friend are always with me and used in almost everything I paint. A vase filled with old paintbrushes from an artist’s estate sale in Woodstock are usually close to me as I paint. I don’t use them but the memory of finding a long-lost friend at that sale makes the vase of brushes more beautiful than a bouquet of roses.”
What's the biggest challenge you face during the creative process?
“Sometimes it’s a challenge to sleep..I don’t have insomnia, I mean sometimes it’s just so interesting I don’t want to stop. It’s like reading a book—I can’t wait to see what’s going to happen next as I paint. I tend to hyper-focus, which is a blessing as much as a curse I suppose. Five children could be somewhat of a distraction at times but thanks to my wonderful ability I easily became completely absorbed in my work. My daughter Tatiana refers to this as my “hey mom the house is burning down syndrome”
What's been your biggest accomplishment?
“I’m still waiting to see what happens next. Anytime I am successful in my attempt to communicate meaning and emotion to an individual give myself a mental high-five. Meeting the people who enjoy or appreciate my work is endlessly fulfilling to me. I can see in their eyes when they look at a painting and relate to it in some way that activates it —the painting is no longer a passive object if in someone’s mind it becomes relived in the present. That’s what it’s all about. I want nothing more in life than to keep that line of communication going.”
Laurie’s work is available through HERE & Earth Angels Studios
